can you teach me how to feel?

Rasa Zukauskaite/Prada Spring Summer 2010

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Rasa Zukauskaite/Prada Spring Summer 2010

cotonblanc: Paris Capitale, November 2000

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cotonblanc:

Paris Capitale, November 2000

Louis Vuitton, fall/winter 2013Magdalena Frackowiak @ Elite...

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Louis Vuitton, fall/winter 2013
Magdalena Frackowiak @ Elite Paris

candentia: Heidi Mount in ‘In a Poetic Mood’ Photographer:...

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candentia:

Heidi Mount in ‘In a Poetic Mood’

Photographer: Paolo Roversi

Dress: Giorgio Armani S/S 2009

Vogue Italia April 2009

newyorkmodelsmen: Joe Collier for Lab Magazine A4 photographed...

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newyorkmodelsmen:

Joe Collier for Lab Magazine A4 photographed by Eli Schmidt

“Corps d’Elite” Natasha Poly and Jamie Dornan for Vogue Paris...

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“Corps d’Elite” Natasha Poly and Jamie Dornan for Vogue Paris September 2010. Styled by Emmanuelle Alt

bienenkiste: Cathrine Nørgaard by Sacha Maric for The...

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bienenkiste:

Cathrine Nørgaard by Sacha Maric for The Contributor Magazine Fall 2011

Photo

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existential crisis

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:18:00 -0400

SO how my program at Carleton worked is that they accept ~200 people to their Bachelor of Journalism, and they cut 50% based on grades (not including extra-curriculars, which I did so much of)

Although I was the top contributor at the newspaper, I had two articles published in Macleans, and I attended events & interviewed so many people this year, my grades were slightly below the cut-off and I didn’t make it.

My option is switching to Communications, which is a great program but lacks the print/radio/tv production classes that were so important for an aspiring journalist.

OR, I could look into transferring back home (Victoria) which is where I am rn for 10 days, and it’s making me rethink everything. My dad told me that the cost of having me stay home and continue my education here (U.Vic) would be so much cheaper than living in Ottawa that they’d buy me a car.

My main reason for going to Ottawa and attending Carleton U. was for the journalism program.

Thoughts? D:

(Note: I tried to email the admissions lady asking who I could talk to, to try and make a case for myself, and she said “There is no one you should talk to” basically. It’s a final cut-off.)